I was born
a child adorned, for a reason
they say it was a mistake
and I know I’m not a fake, I’m a dreamer
I’m dreaming of what I can be
what I can be, but I’m too blind to see
tell me please, won’t you tell me
I’m praying god what should I be?
I clap my hands at the show
for better or for worse, I’ll never know
it’s not me out there getting fame
I’m a jack of all trades without a name
I’ve watched the stars sprinkle solar dust
I’m sniffing and I don’t give a fuck, fuck fuck
under my bleeding pillow my head lies fried
I can only be born once, but how many times have I died?
oh tell me please, what does the world need
another one of me, where are you god, where is your trinity
I’m spinning around like a broken top
and my minds a blur begging me to stop
am I dreaming or am I wishing, am I laughing or am I crying
I was born for a reason to fix a broken world
and I’m confused with my own reflection
where do I go, please just point me in the right direction
burned out, burned, I can’t go forever
defeated makes me want to stop and trying is a never
I’m living inside my own silent why
goodbye, goodbye, I’m moving on and leaving you behind