I’ve been waiting
sifting through the dust of man
to search for what was lost
and what I wish I could of been
time has grasped my shoulders
to distract me from my needs
what I want is what I see
and what you see is what you believe
don’t give me just another
or tell me that it’ll be alright
lights out and I’m a boy who only dreams
I’ve been dead since the beginning
the clock hands turn only one way
and my gray hairs weave childish regrets
frightened by the life I love
it’s who I am and I’ll never forget