somewhere I reside
between wanting to live and wanting to die
I’m walking the line
between the darkness and the light
I hate these days and nights
I hate having to lie to myself just to feel alright
I know, I know
I’m not alright
I never seem to find
what causes this pain I feel inside
I hide my eyes
to keep what I’ve buried over time
I hate these days and nights
I hate having to lie to myself just to feel alright
I know, I know
I’m not alright
there are so many stars in the sky
as I wander and wonder tonight
is it not enough for me just to live my life
and leave myself well off alone, I guess no, I need to know
can the child and the man be as one?
can I find peace in me despite what I’ve done?
what is it that keeps us all together?
is it love? it must be love