no time to wind your clock
eternity is late
I’d cry for you but you are my eyes
crying is a waste of soul
pisces — I am your aquarius
yin and yang
love me like I love me, hate me like I hate you
don’t hate me because you are beautiful
break me
fake it
pose for the stars
I am the astral joke
crazy, crazy, yes I am not crazy
can we exist as one?
…maybe two, maybe three, I’ll be my trinity
god pray I don’t pray to you
truth… truth is black and white
logic is a rainbow
I’m always wrong when I argue with myself
you are not right or left
you are
lost, lost in my own little world
what color is the sky in your world?
color is only a point of view
…life is not, life is not, life is not alive
I am afraid to believe I am alive
living is believing
if you can believe, you are alive
I can only see as far as I believe
I believe what you see
is this cup half empty or half full?
believe what you want
…believe, rely, demand
believe in me
my name is innocence
my face does not bleed
zzzzzzzzzeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrro
yawn
boredom
I’m tired of being bored
listen to the voices inside my head
voices have voices inside their head too
…listen, listen, forget–it doesn’t matter anymore
you’re dead
dead before you’re born
born as an adult, backwards
we are not children until we are dead
I’m dead
I can’t cheat fate
cheating is wrong
living is wrong
I am broken
fix my sin
worship me for me, I am afraid to worship me
sulfur
smell the powder
kill me for not killing you
I am pain
I am suffering
we are all different
we are all the same
familiar, try and be me
you cannot understand me, understand me please
understand us
give me attention
…look at me, look at me, look at me
I can’t decide if I want to decide
tell me
do you like these words?
I am a word
words are independent
words are to be remembered
words are used like emotion
I love that word
I love
what if I could love?
love is the strongest force
don’t tell me you love me
use that word to get what you want
there was only love in the beginning
love created hate
I fear being loved
you fear what you don’t understand
I fear what I understand
I understand the dark
run from the dark
there is more dark than light
where can I run?
just run
…run, run, run
run from my cheshire smile
avoid me like I avoid me
leave me alone
alone is not alone
there is no such thing as empty
even empty is something
I’d rather be alone
leave me, leave us
I’m trapped inside this body
I’m trapped
you are not me, you are me